Night Terror
by Kjersti FuruI'm seven years old again and she tucks me to bed at night, making sure the duvet covers my toes and kissing my nose before she turns to leave.
It's dark and no clocks are ticking and no Peter Pans come flying through the window.
"Do you remember when we used to walk in the woods on Sunday mornings," I ask her and she smiles, the crackling of ice on the front porch, the pale yellow sun turning the blood in my eyelids orange, chunky scarves wrapped around her bald head.
Every night she'd
wait outside my bedroom door, fighting off monsters with her tiny heart
fluttering behind her t-shirt, always quiet so I wouldn't know she's
there, but I could hear her slow breath trembling, her eyes fixated on
the door, and after all these years she's still there, like a whisper
just before I fall asleep.
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